Artes Mundi Talk

We received a talk for our professional development today about the Artes Mundi 8 Prize, which consisted of a brief presentation of all the shortlisted artists this year, who are; Anna Boghiguian (Canada/Egypt), Bouchra Khalili (Morocco/France), Otobong Nkanga (Nigeria/Belgium), Trevor Paglen (USA), and Apichatpong Weerasethakul (Thailand).

The work in the exhibition spans four continents and a varied range of artistic practices. Anna Boghiguian’s politically charged and nuanced drawings, paintings, cut-outs and installations survey globalism and intricate economies of power. Through her use of film, Bouchra Khalili’s deftly examines of resistance, minorities and identity, often in collaboration with her subjects. Otobong Nkanga’s intricate and beguiling tapestries, installations and use of minerals and organic material interrogate our fast-changing relationship with the land and colonial legacies. Trevor Paglen’s unique use of photography, scientific collaboration and journalism offer the viewer a chance to see the unseen, investigating shadowy government practices, surveillance and hidden structures of authority, while Apichatpong Weerasethakul’s meditative and dreamlike films explore the ghosts of Thailand’s past, liminal spaces of memory and identity and shared consciousness and belonging.

This opened my eyes to what I could potentially apply for locally here in Cardiff when I finish my degree show, especially considering how large the prize is – £40,000 – which is a fantastic amount. I was also shocked to hear that not many people know about it because people usually only associate a large art prize with the Turner Prize. I will be visiting the National Museum to have an idea of the work they shortlisted and gain ideas for my future work.

 

Peaches’ Tinder profile

I felt like I needed more emoji-based comments to use for my work, therefore I created a Tinder profile for a ‘Peaches’, who only wants messages in emojis.

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I chose Tinder as my platform because it’s mostly used by millennials, and the messages received on them can be quite crude to females especially, which would be perfect for my project. I received a mixture of angry boys who send the middle finger emojis, along with some swear words, but I also received the sexual emojis I was looking for, as well as peach gifs, which are moving images, such as wet peaches falling into a bowl. This proved yet again that food is for certain sexualised through emojis and can definitely start a sexual conversation between two people, and I managed it with simply a profile called ‘Peaches’, only consisting of a picture of a peach emoji. I’ll be using this material for my paintings and other future projects.

Examples of what I received are below;

No Sex Last Night – Sophie Calle

French Artist Sophie Calle and American Photographer Greg Shephard’s autobiographical account of their road trip across America. Both hide behind their cameras as they make the mythical journey westward from New York to California in Greg’s troubling convertible. The couple stop in a Las Vegas Drive-Thru wedding chapel and decide to get married in order to save their shaky relationship, with their cameras recording everything.

Thus, when we see Shepard, we are behind Calle’s lens and when she appears on screen, we are following Shepard’s version. At the same time, we also hear their running commentary in voice over, one in English and the other in French. The soundtrack, moreover, combines a number of elements, live sound, each of the participants in voice over offering us his or her impressions and true feelings, and finally the voice of Calle officiating as an omniscient narrator, commenting on and analyzing the latest twists in the story and effecting, if necessary, flashbacks and flash forwards to explain the events taking place.

I found the film intriguing in the sense that this relationship was quite disturbing, and how exactly they managed to stay together despite the other woman at the end and Calle finding out about her. It’s even more disturbing the fact that some of the scenes are relatable and often worrying. People in relationships are often worried their partner will think the thoughts Greg had about Calle, especially at the beginning, or the worry of being financially in debt and reliance to someone like Greg is to Calle, thus causing a hatred for her. This examination, using both of their thoughts, was powerful and made me think of ways to document my thoughts and messages into my work in this way, by making them literal spoken thoughts for the audience.

Personal statement

After looking into sex work last year, I decided to take another route by taking a more playful idea of how we, millennials and other younger generations, have sexualised emojis, especially food emojis. Looking into this, I found that we have always sexualised food, whether it is in art, film or novels, and this is a progression from that.

I first of all looked at using sex work to prove the sexualisation of foods that represented phallic objects, such as bananas and aubergines. However, I did not want to take such a serious route of using prostitution or anything that could potentially bring any harm or be insensitive, and thought that making a profile as a camera girl would work much better. I ate a banana live and documented the comments I received, which did conclude that it was turned into a sexual innuendo, which I knew would happen in the environment I chose to do it on. Would I have had a different reaction going live on YouTube? In my opinion, not hugely, and the comments would not have been as crude and obviously sexual as I wanted them to be for the purpose of my work. This also fed into the Mukbang fetish I have been researching into, which is usually a young and very slim girls eating a to large amount of food on camera, which potentially could advertise binge-eating and unhealthy food relationships, which could be an interesting thing to carefully develop.

I have also been looking at fruit machines and how I could potentially use that for my work, as I used cherries as “comments” in a recent painting and it was received reasonably well by my peers, as well as translate my ideas well. Because of this, I am hoping to carry this through for the next few weeks, as it would certainly be in keeping with being playful and flirtatious.

I could even look into buying an old fruit machine and change it to emojis, and see what I can come up with, but this could prove to be difficult if it is a big machine.

Fruit machine – developing the emoji idea for food as a fetish

While researching into fruit machines, I was really interested in using the “Chav It” machine because it included catch-phrases and interesting designs, as well as humour that I could potentially use for this painting.

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My first day at painting this piece has gone well, where the base of the painting and some of the more detailed bits have already started forming. I decided to copy a fruit machine and change it by adding a painted bit of me eating a banana from my camera girl experience and using emojis as the fruit, with comments I documented from the live stream on the side, correlating with the original image I found online of a fruit machine.


I hope to finish this in a few days so I can get cracking on a few more of these, each documenting the comments I received.

I’ve been busy painting this for the past couple of weeks in between everything else, using masking tape very precisely for sharp lines and thinking a lot about what colours to use for the background and “fruit machine” bright colours. I’ve finally finished the background of the painting, which took a while, but I hope this will be the hardest bit and the emojis and self-portrait will be an easier application.

I’ve now put in the outlines ready for painting, which are comments I received on my camera girl live stream, my name on the profile I created, and emojis I received on my tinder profile as “Peaches”.

The end result, which is above, turned out successfully, though I do feel like my painting isn’t amazing, but the context and its desired effect, I think, is apparent. It took me over two weeks to complete, and I do think it’s reflected in the detail and size, which is what I’m most happy about and I’m looking forward to exhibiting it at the end of the month. All I have left to do is to frame it and start my final painting for the fruit machine series!

At the Get Loose exhibition;

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London Trip – 24/10

During this first London trip of third year I was able to visit three exhibitions that sounded interesting to me;

Oceania exhibition and the Royal Academy of Arts

This exhibition took us on a “voyage” through art and history and encountered an area covering a third of the world’s surface. Over thousands of years people settled many of the countless islands and archipelagos that lie scattered across the Pacific Ocean. What links all these places is water, as evoked here by the instillation Kiko Moana by the Mata Aho Collective, four Mäori women artists from New Zealand.

I really enjoyed looking at these historical pieces, and felt very aware of its importance and wanted to remain respectful, as I knew there were human remains in the exhibition. It was a very vibrant and eye-opening exhibition, and the first of its sort that I had ever visited.

https://www.royalacademy.org.uk/exhibition/oceania

Julie Mehretu SEXTANT at the White Cube

This exhibition featured large-scale paintings and etchings, the exhibition highlights Mehretu’s use of gestural abstraction as a conduit for evocative and charged emotion and intellectual enquiry.

Glenn Ligon has described the artist’s work as ‘traversed by history […] grounded in urgent political and social questions while simultaneously troubling the limits of abstract painting.’ In these new paintings, which continue from the ‘Conjured Parts’ series begun in 2015, Mehretu employs a broad spectrum palette to create powerful, animated, complex canvases. Marking a continued departure from her earlier work which focused on a layered language of mapping and architectural detail, these paintings take the immediacy of a news photograph as their starting point. These include images of such recent pivotal junctures as the rallies of independence in Catalonia; the voracious wild fires of California; the violent white supremacy rally and counter rally in Charlottesville, Virginia; the instantaneous outbreak of Muslim ban protests throughout the United States; and the Grenfell Tower fire in London.

I found the context of the exhibition to be interesting, as well as what was displayed, but I had a hard time figuring out how they both told the same story because of the medium the pieces were created in. However, this did spark my interest to look more into abstract pieces in the future to gain better knowledge of how and why they represent certain situations and topics.

https://whitecube.com/exhibitions/exhibition/julie_mehretu_masons_yard_2018

From The Inside Out at the Drawing Room

This exhibition was a collection of pieces by the four female artists Nilbar Güreş, Marie Jacotey, Athena Papadopoulos, and Emma Talbot, who utilise expanded forms of drawing to navigate a passage from personal experience to the outside world. The exhibition explores the capacity of drawing to convey the complexity and diversity of female experience.

Working across media and scale, Marie Jacotey is inspired by social interactions and the stories of friends, strangers, literature and popular culture. She portrays these contemporary relationships and conversations in drawings interspersed with text in a comic-strip form, drawing functioning as a means to tell highly personal and self-reflective stories.

Also drawing on pop cultural, literary and autobiographical references, Athena Papadopoulos uses a wide range of materials (including cosmetic products and animal matter) and in her structural and collage works. Combining these with found text and image, she weaves herself as subject into a narrative thread that explores issues around contemporary gender politics and social relationships.

Emma Talbot’s work explores an interior psychological space. Using a highly stylised figure motif to describe the self, she articulates internal personal narratives as visual thoughts of her own experience, her memories and psychological projections.  Her drawings, made in watercolour, pencil and ink on paper or silk, often incorporate her own writing and other sources that describe her sense of the world.

Telling stories of the invisible and inaudible, Nilbar Güreş places everyday life realities in theatrical settings. Her works discuss ideas of gender, sexuality, race, class and the systems that sustain oppression and control.  Employing a diverse range of media such as drawing, embroidery and appliqué, her works are imbued with a poetic and humorous inventiveness as well as a critical and political underside.

This was by far my favourite exhibition of the three, simply because the context of gender and femininity related so much to my work, and has inspired me to play around with space and sculpture a lot more with future work to develop my ideas.

https://drawingroom.org.uk/exhibitions/from-the-inside-out-exhibition

 

Anna Rogers talk

Today we had a professional development talk by Anna, a past student here at CSAD, who was very reassuring in telling us how life as a freelancer artist is and how she’s still afraid of the uncertainty of being one, but also how that’s an okay feeling to have because we’re all on the same page. She also gave us a lot of advice, including what to apply for, such as the ABF and Venice Invigilator, which were things I was planning on applying for.

Anna told us to research into how to write workshop proposal if we were planning on being freelance artists because workshops are a huge deal for her to build her artist portfolio. As well as workshops, Anna does assistant-ing, exhibitions, and residencies, which are all just as important in building her career.

She also works for Women’s Aid charity which became very useful for her, and is something that sounded like an excellent path for me to take too, as I do a lot of my work based around women’s issues and topics and I care deeply about them.

Anna offered us some advice on what to do in freelance opportunities to secure that we don’t get conned for the work we’ve done for someone, such as asking who’s curating, if we need to pay for the instalment, and who is responsible for it and for when something goes wrong, paying for production time, materials cost, and to always ask for a contract because anyone could let you down.

We were also given advice on tax and what to do about it as a freelance artist. We won’t have to pay for tax if we earn under £10,000, but we will need to pay for national insurance, which is about £6 a month, according to Anna. We were also told to keep on top of everything like paying national insurance and keeping receipts for everything, such as for materials bought for shows because those costs can be deducted from the income, and to submit this record of receipts. She also let us know about the interest rate of 8% we are legally allowed to put on, depending on how long an organisation takes to pay you if we are having trouble getting paid, and to always put that reminder on the end of an invoice because this makes it more likely to get paid.

Gap Crit 23/10

Today was my first Gap Crit, where I chose a few pieces to put up and receive constructive criticism about them. I found it useful and thought-provoking by the responses I received because it was definitely split in the middle.

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The younger and majority of those who were in my year who attended the crit saw what I was doing right away with the emojis and camera girl aspect. I also previously had informal tutorials during booster week by two tutors who were really keen on my idea and keen for me to use the camera girl aspect as a performance piece, and that I wasn’t being insensitive, whereas the two tutors at this crit found that I might be insensitive and not mature enough as a woman to talk about these topics, which I found was an interesting comment to have received. I think this was because of a generation difference, where from my personal experiences and research into this topic was that more and more women were opting to being a camera girl instead of any other sex industry because they could still remain empowered as everything they did was always pretty much in their control, and in Western countries, would not usually be in the camera girl industry because they had to, but because they could. Therefore, the students saw it as a positive thing rather than a negative thing, whereas the tutors saw it as a negative thing that I shouldn’t be talking about because of the negative connotations that hold with sex work and the industry.

They did, however, all agree that I should definitely further my experimenting with the emojis and remain playful with that, which is something I definitely will do. Jordan also mentioned that I should make it clearer in my work with camera girls in the future, if I chose to continue with it, that they did in fact link with the emoji idea, where I could perhaps say “only answer in emojis” or something as a heading for a live show.

Talk by Gweni Llwyd

Gweni gave us a talk about possible paths we could take after completing our degrees, including the opportunities she’s had over the past yera, which was really helpful to find out about. Learning about what was out there and how much things paid was incredibly useful to know, especially in the sense that I can now be aware of what paid fairly and what would be a rip-off. This then lead to explaining a portfolio career, which basically means jumping around lots of jobs to build a portfolio instead of just doing one job, which could then build my skills up a lot quicker and make me more desirable in the industry, which is very different to other jobs and how I though building a career was like in the creative industry.

The things I’ll be looking into and documenting, thanks to this talk, will be;

ABF
£9000 living grant
£600 materials grant
£200 travel grant + studio space

Wales in Venice invigilator plus programme

Croeso i Gaernarfon – Castell i’r Môr

Brian Ross Award- £3000

NOVA Biennial Prize – £500

Eisteddfod – young artist scholarship £1500

http://www.payingartists.org.uk

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